Monday, January 26, 2009.
4:52 PM
我不是“为了谁”才去，我只是觉得既然两个人不去，那去了也没什么意思。
你们可能觉得我在无理取闹，可我就是这么想的。如果换成是你们两个不去，那我也会做出同样的决定。
主要是我希望我们这种“大型聚会”，还是大家都出席的比较好。

拜年这东西在异国他乡还真够虚伪的。这么多人我都不怎么认识。如果是在苏州绝对开心多了。
有人来了，出门迎接，新年快乐，收红包，谢谢，问名字，笑，寒暄几句。重复循环。可只有红包是真实的。
实在不想来拜年。好想回苏州陪外婆阿姨舅舅他们过这个年啊。这是我在新加坡过的第九个年了，厌倦。

星期五吃了个团圆饭。又是个形式上的东西。
不过是几个支离破碎的家庭聚在一起的一顿饭，丝毫没有“团圆”的气氛。不知道外婆今年在苏州是怎么过的。
突然开始明白她的心情了，开始明白，为什么她在得知表弟要来新加坡时会如此生气。
因为现在，我们三个家庭，没有一个是完整的。能陪她的，只有舅舅舅妈、阿姨表弟而已。

Ok out of topic, i actually wanted to talk about the steamboat thing.
i know you people are pissed with me, but i really think it's kind of waste when two people cannot make it.
i'm not saying that i don't take you all seriously, but two people is quite a lot.
Like if any two of you can't make it then i won't go. it's not like what you think.
that i go FOR who and who.
if you all can't take this reason or excuse then sorry.


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