Friday, January 30, 2009.
8:26 PM
Siting's drawing on the whiteboard. cool right.
The kawaii haoyuan haofang
Potrait of the 婀娜多姿 GORILLA GUO
瞪尿 swimming
【爱上一个天使的缺点，用一种魔鬼的语言。上帝在云端只眨了一眨眼，最后眉一皱头一点。
爱上一个认真的消遣，用一朵花开的时间。你在我旁边只打了个照面，五月的晴天闪了电。
遇见一场烟火的表演，用一场轮回的时间。紫微星流过，来不及说再见，已经远离我一光年。
有生之年，狭路相逢，终不能幸免。手心忽然长出纠缠的曲线。
懂事之前，情动以后，长不过一天。留不住算不出流年。那一年让一生改变。】
Some random feelings.............
1. i have no control over anything. i can't change, even though i want to.
2. i can't believe how ambitious i've become.
3. i'm setting unrealistic targets that are totally beyond my abilities.
4. and i don't intend to reach the targets at all.
5. i feel stressed up, like for the first time in my life.
6. it's getting difficult to cry nowadays when it seemed so easy last time.
7. i don't understand chemistry. mrs phua sucks.
8. physics also. if nigel koh pop a quiz i confirm die.
9. listening to ayumi, cuz it has been very long since i last listened to her songs.
10. i wish i had time for games, cuz i miss playing games.
11. will it succeed? it will be sad either way. a matter of choice again.
12. results is not everything. but i am nothing without "presentable" results.
13. sometimes i wish i had a genius brain, i hate to see mistakes on my test papers.
14. sometimes i feel happy that i am me, cuz i really like myself despite all the flaws.
15. i seriously need some help, but i don't know who to approach.
16. i'm starting to find everything around me cute and i don't know why.
17. i slack everyday, although i know i shouldn't be doing this.
18. some things seem so near yet so far. results, people...
19. i want to grow up soon and start working and earning $$.
20. Yitian, JIAYOU. You can do it.
music. the drug everyone is addicted to. music
