Thursday, March 5, 2009.
5:01 PM

那般坚毅的眼眸,竟会滚动出晶莹剔透。等待了十个冬季的,却是那一地一天的梧桐。风轻散漫,夜寐阑珊,是赋予了流浪者诗意的歌唱。或许我能了解,或许不用了解;或许诉说温柔,或许不说出口也是一种温柔。
wasn't in a good state today. didn't even have the mood to play ping-pong early in the morning.
sigh. think it's because of the maths test. so pressurized.
oh and we got chinese test today. one of the comprehension passages really set me thinking.
地球转动的速度是否太快?我们为什么要强求自己,去适应永无止境的变化呢?原来,生命不过如此。我们永远都是被这世界主宰。
今天考了两科,明天考一科,下星期貌似还要考两科。生活真是越来越空虚、无趣了。
很想很想很想找你聊聊天。哪怕是讨论功课、谈笑,什么都行。压抑啊。也不知道为什么压抑。白痴。
始终找不到人生的目标。还在迷惘。你看你看,我又语无伦次了。
与人相处好难,没人陪伴更难。
and can i quit jingju? zz. i like it, but ever since the seniors graduated, i have no one to talk to.
i prefer my seniors yeah. don't really like our batch of prc scholars.
they just talk among themselves, and i'll sit there alone. so sian.
像我这种闲杂人,闲杂了两三年的人,留在那里干嘛呢?喜欢的学长全都走了,能说话的人凤毛麟角。
同样是 prc scholar ,为什么我就不能跟我们这一届的沟通呢?学兄学姐你们回来吧~~~!
或许镜花照百样,终不掩饰真相。唯有让爱去照亮我俩,如星光般照亮云裳。
music. the drug everyone is addicted to. music