Friday, May 22, 2009.
11:02 PM
这种深深的幽蓝一直是我最喜欢的颜色。漂亮吧？
went to BSP camp EXCO meeting today, was quite reluctant at first.
me, siting, hangyin, muni, tingyun and shilun reached city hall at about 3.30.
met yuqing, tingchih, jingwen, kangyan, guoxin, cheongkeat, weize and limkiat there.
kinda awkward at first cuz we don't really know one another.
we were like discussing about the skit plot in MacDonalds. was quite left out.
haiz.
then i received a call from cuilin = =
and she reminded me that i promised to celerate her birthday with her today.
i was like omg i forgot = =.
in the end i met her, hokit and jackie at citylink mall
hokit emo-ed. he actually emo-ed like siao in front of us.
seriously dunno what's his problem, and he's pissing me off.
so me, cuilin and jackie chatted until 10, and i took mrt home.
here comes the most amazing thing
i actually met cheongkeat, weize and jingwen in the mrt station!
LOLOLOL. they were o.o-ing me and i o.o back. and we just crapped all the way...
填着那张表格，心里真有说不出的滋味。实在不想做这个决定。
内心告诉我，我不想成功。但若是成功了，那我算不算是个失败的人呢？
但回头一想，有什么值得留恋的吗？理智的人大概都会选择那条路。可我做不到。
感情是种很悬的东西。有过欢笑，有过泪水，一切都使我对这一切难以忘怀。我真的做不到。
今晚，我大概会失眠吧。
明天，就会有答案了。
【有时候有时候，我会相信一切有尽头，相聚离开都有时候，没有什么会永垂不朽。可是我有时候，宁愿选择留恋不放手。等到风景都看透，也许你会陪我看细水长流。】
music. the drug everyone is addicted to. music
