Friday, August 14, 2009.
7:53 PM
【风中风中，心里冷风，吹失了梦，事未过去，就已失踪，此刻有种种心痛。心中心中，一切似空，天黑天光都似梦。迷迷惘惘，聚满心中，追踪一片冷的风。各种空虚，冷冷冷，吹起吹起风里梦。过去的心，火般灼热，今天已变了冰冻。记忆中，突然又痛，只因空虚再作弄。你似北风，吹走我梦，就让一切随风。】
history test is screwed. i didn't understand the sources.
so just crapped through. pray that i can pass (like impossible, but still...)
maths was okay. marks deducted for units and incomplete explanation.
bio was totally o.o exceeded my expectations haha. i thought i would fail -.-
有些笑容就是太过美好，令人无法自拔。
feeling helpless. like no one's willing to help me when i need it.
reminds me of something li lao shi said during parent-teacher meeting. haiz.
if 2010 ever arrives, nothing's the same.
and i will be trying to adapt to a new environment again. that's torture.
i hate leaving people whom i've developed feelings for (as in friendship).
no matter how irritating they are.
看来我真是那种宁愿一辈子吊死在一棵树上也不肯放手不愿相忘于江湖的人。
can't imagine my JC life without sha-jie, without st, without hy and many others.
don't say i will make new friends. it's hard for me to make friends la actually.
i just tend to find things awkward. i can't relate well with most people.
you are really an exception if i can talk to you with complete ease...
当你坐在电脑前，盼望着有人对你说句话时，你真的寂寞了。
music. the drug everyone is addicted to. music
